I flicked away the clouds And snapped for the trees to part Fluttering to your balcony On the corner of Amelia and Earhart So every day you'd leave a little piece of bread And just stare at me with a smile Then you'd do your crosswords in pen As I people-watched for awhile Then one day you put down your crosswords And picked up a pencil instead You would intricately sketch my wings on you Feathers sprouting from the place below your head Every day your eyes were a little more bloodshot Staring unwaveringly from my wings Until one day I came home to you To see that you had let your blood sing Over the balcony and on the ground your arms spread out like wings Your body arched like a bird's, you looked so broken yet so free So I mourn at all that I would've given If I had known you had just wanted to be me. -anna sluder