I draw my pale thoughts over my head like a blanket and wonder if the discomfiture ever gets softer on the heart see I've learned why the heart beats against the chest wall, it is a war drum on the front lines of my thoughts the harbinger before the marching towards the skin and the vessels and the hair. at first, I wanted my skin to stretch like the tendon of a blue sea to make room for all of the ache, but now I want to be small, to shrink and slip through the eye of an needle and take less space and air than everyone else in the room I dream of being the first atom to split; of being swallowed by a beach pelican, and spat out like tiny fish bones he couldn't devour; there are so many unfinished poems in my chest, I'd like to think my body is an unfinished poem that I am writing, and that one day maybe not every poem will be about my body, but they will be about the mountains and rivers I command to rise in the softest parts of me; I hope you are commandi...
When were you going to tell me That I am becoming your carbon dioxide When simply in my presence, at the look at my face Your skin thins of color, until eventually you turn as blue as mold on bread As blue as waters an infant drowns in And you stumble backwards choking on my existence Suffocating on her lack of existence When were you ever going to tell me That I am your carbon dioxide The putrid taste you wring from your tongue With a swish of water, with a gulp of her The forgotten halos of cold breaths wispy and wet Drying and floating away into the icy sky When were you ever going to choose a damn time to tell me That I will always be your carbon dioxide The disposable you will always use like razor blades That are there for the moment to saw the growing filth off And then soon in the trashcan as shunned as your dirt But baby I can cut too So when were you going to tell me you fo...
Beware they tell you upon entering a war torn country it is twisted and strange not to mention the twisted braids of bodies knotted to each other like bits of bloody ribbon tied together and the strange silence of the afflicted who look at you tranquilly as their arm dangles by its veins but I acquainted myself with disbelief for I saw thin, but alive children tussling among the sands stark feet smacking the land like heartbeats chasing after a ball of some sort in play dust and earth rising in clouds around their dancing bodies as dirt caked their cheeks like war stripes I made my way to a small child who was about to kick the object to a goal and thought that the tragedy of civil war was nothing but a false front but my taste of conflict turned out to be as small as the children's bones which clacked together like bells when they ran for when I looked down at the feet of the children their feet were saturated with strange things such as blood one child's fo...
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